Showing posts with label About Me. Show all posts
Showing posts with label About Me. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Thoughts: My kind of Dom

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Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Let's not repeat Catherine the Great's mistake

This is an excerpt from an email to an ALT friend. I enjoyed writing it and thought others might like the concept as a fantasy, too.

The names people give horses are pretty wild. If you appreciate this little vignette of a story, let me know in the comments what kind of a name you would want for yourself if you were a thoroughbred. And while you are on it: just what is your opinion on carrots?

.....letter excerpt follows......

In other news, this talk of whips got me thinking. If you agree to bring yours, let's wrestle for it. Loser agrees to let their ass be ridden as if they were a horse in the final stretch of a Breeders' Cup race.

Mmmm. Imagine being on all fours with a bit gag in your mouth. As you get rhythmically ass fucked, a whip is urging you onward towards the finish line of a sweaty orgasm. *g*

The good news is that any horse that runs a good race gets a nice cool down massage as a reward for their aches and pains. I used to ride horses regularly and I still remember how to treat these magnificent animals. First, I'd take your reins and tie the end to a hitching post. (Or bed post, what ever is handier.) Next, I'd wipe away any lather and throw a blanket over your back. Then I would proceed to rub down the knots in your shoulders and flanks. And if your knees or ass feel abused by the ride, we'll rub in some nice healing ointment and kiss them better.

I hope you've already got a horse name picked out for yourself, my sweet. And let me know how you feel about carrots...

I've already picked out your bit and racing colors (click the above picture for an enlarged view), but I might be getting ahead of myself. I probably shouldn't assume victory. It's hard to imagine losing a tussle for the whip, but you might have a few magick spells up your sleeve. Failing that, getting a firm grip on my balls is likely to give you that critical edge in a tussle.

But fair is fair, if you win. Dig that strap-on cock out of your drawer and ride my bucking ass like you own it. With the right jockey, the odds are 2 to one that Warlock's Christmas Blues can be the first to cum across the finish line. Please just note that I happen to prefer apples to carrots after we leave the winner's circle. *g*

My most arduous sexual experience

I've been having fun taking story ideas from an ALT friend for an erotic story. I should be re-writing that, but I need a break. So I'm goofing off in order to share a personal true story. Don't expect to be aroused. I wasn't. And that brings us to today's topic: can a man still get an erection during bad sex? I found out that the answer is yes.

Back when I was in the Army I was stationed in Germany. I was being deployed all the time and with practically no notice. Consequently, it was impossible to plan much travel around Europe. I just never knew if my deposit on travel tickets was going to be lost because of another last minute mission to Bosnia or not.
But I got an opportunity to take a weekend bus trip to Paris, France. My wife and I were very excited. I grew up speaking French and I'm very fluent and wanted to practice. We both looked forward to getting a guided tour of the romantic City of Lights. But we ended up participating in what I can only describe as a tourist death march. (As in: "If it's 7:50PM, it must be the Moulin Rouge.")

Loaded onto a giant tour bus Friday night, we slept in our seats and woke up with stiff necks the next morning in Paris. Then it was a series of lightning visits to all the major sites of the city. But there was so much to see that it became ridiculous. Our able, amusing and flamboyantly gay German tour guide, Franz, would announce things like: "next stop the Louvre museum. Dear people, you have 45 minutes to fit in lunch and a visit to the exhibition halls." If you've ever been, you know that it can take 2 days to enjoy all the art in the Louvre. 45 minutes is patently ludicrous. And yet we kept up this relentless pace all day and into the night. And since Saturday was New Years we didn't crawl back to our hotel at the outskirts of Paris until 3:00AM. I was exhausted.

Thoughts: Goddess Worship


Something unusual happens in the early morning hours when I am deeply in love with a woman. Unable to fully fall asleep, my mind will wander and dream of goddess worship. This might seem patently weird in the light of day. In fact, it is my experience that the women I have known will flinch from even being called a goddess. Maybe because it seems so over the top as to be insincere?

Justine Joli: a model I wouldn't mind putting on a pedestal
But in the same way that an objectively bad singing voice can still resonates beautifully in the shower, these 3:00AM fantasies of goddess worship seem both heartfelt and imminently possible. As I toss and sweat into the sheets, I can feel my cock swollen with unspent sexual energy. Neither fully awake or able to fall asleep, I play out how I want to worship the lovely Courie. I picture her in the long robes of a pagan priestess, reclining on a throne at the top of an altar. She actually looks more like an eternal and ancient godhead. She seems to shine somehow. Gazing up at her, she becomes the embodiment of everything that is vibrant, powerful and wise. She's both my virginal maiden and my lusty whore. She's every contradiction and every emotional extreme. She's the embodiment of joy and life itself. I love her for all of it. When experiencing this much intensity of feeling, worship is the only sane response.

Would you lead me up the altar? Please put a ceremonial leash around my cock. Use it to pull me up the altar steps to your throne. Spread your knees and reveal your sex to me. I would joyfully and willingly debase myself as your slave - simply as a way to prove my devotion and awe of you. You need only ask. I would sacrifice anything and obliterate my own ego for you. I whisper how much I love my goddess, and you pull me down between your knees. Your cunt is the center of the universe. And you are presenting it as a gift to me. You are allowing me the priviledge of licking your clit. Grab my hair and pull me to you. With firm but gentle touch, guide my hands over your breasts and thighs. Guide my mouth to your sex. You remain coolness personified. You accept my worship as your due. You control me with directional tugs of my hair and quiet simple commands like: up, down, harder, softer, more. So guide my tongue to you clit.

Did you know that your wet cunt is magical? Every fiber of my being actually needs to bring you repeated orgasms. Because each climax that courses through your body is a prayer and intrument of communion with the devine. Each gasp of pleasure you utter is a blessing for me. I never want to breath anything else but the scent of your sex. Smother my face as you gyrate and buck your hips. Coat my face and tongue with the taste of your cum. Annoint me as your acolyte and worshipper! Sadly, I'll probably never get to worship her in this way. In the light of day, these fantasies seem too outlandish to express. Then again, a goddess is due devotion and sacrifice. So I suppose that's why I write this...

Opinion: Writing Erotica

As somebody with pretentions of being a decent writer, I find writing erotic stories to be extremely difficult. I had a friend who wrote erotic short stories. She spent time on them and tried to elevate them to a level above the Penthouse Forum variety of story telling which is pretty much a step by step description of what each body part is doing, to whom, and in what sequence. When she asked me to write a story to show her some day, I was dumbfounded at how difficult it was. Forgive the purient double entendre, but I think producing an erotic short story has to be the single hardest style of writing out there. (Heh-heh: he said "hard.")

Photo by Morey
After all, what turns a person on is deeply personal and usually not universal. One person's sexy fetish is an outright turn-off for others. Even worse are the language pitfalls. In order to produce sophisticated erotica a writer might be tempted to use euphamisms like "throbing member" and the like, but to my mind this comes off as cheesy and not sexy.

On the other hand, the very artlessness of some sex slang which can be a turn on for some, is deeply offensive to others. An example might be "cunt".And as an aside, I really wish this word could be rehabilitated for at least common bedroom use. Personally I don't think there's any other slang for the vagina that pairs off as well with "cock". The other alternative (pussy, box, snatch, quim, minge, etc.) all lack a certain edge and seriousness of tone. And ironically enough, cunt isn't even slang. It's actually a proper word that comes to us from the Old English spoken during the Dark Ages.

Nevertheless, in spite of my fears, I did finally manage to write a couple of erotic stories. What got me over writer's block and fear of failure was a technique of treating an erotic story like an improv performance. You know how the comic on stage asks for a place, profession and object and builds a skit around it? Well, I've tried to do something similar. It actually helps me to write a story if I have one person in mind. Anything I write I try to tailor to what I know about that one person's turn-ons and fetishes.

Does it result in high quality erotic writing? Well, I can't say if it does. But at least I'm writing and my targeted audience of one can at least appreciate the effort. And how does the cliche go? "If you manage to touch one person, then it's all worthwhile." (Heh-heh: he said...)

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Review: 3D Sexvilla 2

Okay, this counts as a definite guilty pleasure: 3D computer animated sex simulations. But I have to admit, however, that I rather enjoyed messing about with the game produced by ThriXXX called "3D Sexvilla 2". The game dynamics are pretty straight forward. Pick a location and select two to three characters you want to engage in sex. Select poses and sex toys, use your mouse to stroke erogenous zones and vary the rate of penetration. You can even use whips and paddles to raise welts and bruises on a pliant sub. The goal of course is to make your character get so excited that they finally cum. And cum again. ;-)



So far, so straightforward. So what makes the game fun? For me, it was the customizable features. I liked being able to design and customize sexual dream girls. Choose hair styles, sizes and change facial features. Choose different outfits and even choose what body parts to cum on. But best of all, there's even a feature that essentially allows you to design and edit your own sex video. Pick camera angles and the sequence of poses and conversation. It's creative and arousing all at the same time.

Personally, I liked playing in the fetish clubs the best. I enjoyed creating Goth godesses and latex slaves to play with. In fact the females were so much fun to customize, I usually ended up simulating girl-on-girl encounters. Helpfully, strap-on dildoes can spew sperm in this game. Not exactly realistic, but helpful if you have a bukkake fantasy.

The only thing I didn't like was the fact that the game can't simply be downloaded. You had to maintain a rather expensive monthly membership to keep the software working - so ultimately this is something I discontinued playing. Nevertheless, I give the game high marks. The graphics and sound effects are good and the various poses are inventive - although I kept thinking of new poses, clothing items and sex toys that I wish could be created. So how do I rate this game? Sexiness: 3 out of 5. Quality of Graphics: 4 out of 5. Creative fun: 5 out of 5.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Opinion: Black & White Porn

Maybe I'm just going through a phase, but I've taken to preferring my erotic imagery in black and white. There's something classic and sophisticated about the formalism of gray scale pictures. I had a friend who told me that she preferred the look of vintage photography. I can see her point. Women looked more "real" in the erotic photographs of the 1950s and older. But I'm not going to count myself an antiquarian like her. These old pics, even from my favorite style period of the 1920s and 1930s don't include my personal fetish touch stones of high heels and I still prefer modern undergarments.

I found a couple of good erotic photographers who produce excellent black and white photos. Chuck Stevens is one, but my favorite has to be Craig Morey. A few favorite images are included below. I have to admit that I respond to these particular images on two levels. The woman are sexy and beautiful on their own terms. The ropework and submissive body positions are undeniably arousing. But all these poses and compositions also stimulate in me memeories of past erotic situations I have experienced. Everyone should be so lucky.
This photo reminds me of a time a tied Simone with her arms over her head in a door frame. I was pretty happy with the results of my personal photo shoot I recall.

Amoung the things I like about the above picture are the fetish elements of the boots, thigh highs and the yanking of the dog collar.I like the exotic beauty of this model. The enchanting complexity of the Japanese-style bondage rope is well displayed. Notice the knot in the rope running between her legs? I like this techniques of placing a thing knot at the anus or clit to stimulate a sense of vulnerability and even discomfort in a sub.Classic heels, thigh-highs and corset. My absolute favorite lingerie combination. This pose fills me with pure lust as I think back to lingerie shopping in Paris. This picture pretty much touches on every fetish I appreciate most: slender long legs, great ass, thigh high stockings and sexy heels. Imagining dripping my hot cum on this back and ass: priceless.

Friday, February 15, 2008

Thoughts: My connections to the sex industry

Maybe it's just a way to deal with some late night horniness, but I found myself trying to count how many connections I've had to the porn industry in my life. They end up being rather weak connections, but it still is fun to see how many connections there are to my life...

1) I grew up in Sausalito, California. The Alta Mira Hotel in my town was the setting for the filming of "Behind the Green Door" - a 1970's porn hit that was almost as popular as "Deep Throat."

2) Marcia Owens, a.k.a. Sally Stanford, the former bordello madam who famously ran for the Sausalito town council in the 1970s, won by a landslide, and eventually became my town's mayor.

3) The houseboat I grew up on was purchased from a man who rented it out as a film set for porno films. It was quite an amazing boat. 3000 square feet and each of the three levels was very different looking in style, so it made for a good indoor film set. I didn't now about any of this until after I had left home. My godfather was watchig some porno and recognized the distinctive look of the houseboat. He sent me and my parents a copy of the XXX tape so we could see it too. It was pretty funny to see that my old room had been the setting for some lesbian orgies.

4) I dated a woman who did phone sex to help pay for graduate school. And no, I never really had phone sex with her. Although, she was wonderfully vocal in bed.

5) A friend and co-worker also had a side job as a professional dominatrix. And no, I was never a client. Although I did tie her up and she did pay me the compliment of saying I was quite good with bondage rope work.

6) I lived in West Hollywood for a time, and this is just over the hill from the San Fernando Valley - the epicenter of the US porn industry.

7) I lived in San Francisco for a time as well, which has the Condor Club. Now it's just a regular cafe, but the Condor Club actually has California historic landmark status because in 1969 (of course) it became the first fully nude bar in the USA.

Well, that's about it. If anyone else wants to list some of their own connections or brushes with the sex industry, leave a comment.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

Opinion: The Sexiness of Shaving

I feel like advocating the shaving cocks and pussies today. I shave my own penis, scrotum and belly. There's just a square of close cut pubic hair at the base of my penis. I do it for aesthetic reasons, since I think tidy body hair grooming looks nicer. And I think it "bares" saying (heh, heh) that a person who spends time grooming their pubic hair just seems more sexually sophisticated - and by extention, more desirable. That's my opinion anyway.

But there are plenty of good practical reasons to shave. I recommend it because the extra sensitivity of naked skin makes penetration sex feel better. There's nothing like the delicious wet tingle of a shaved cock and cunt grinding against each other. Moreover, as my lovely sub Simone once put it: "oral sex is so much more enjoyable when you're not picking pubic hairs out of your teeth." And personally, when I find a woman who has given herself a full Brazilian shave or wax it just makes me want to dive in and never some up for air. So I definitely count myself as lucky since Simone has the Brazilian look and I think it makes her cunt look both sleek and vulnerable.

Of course it bares saying that shaving is a real commitment. Stubbly skin is painful to brush against with lips or tongue, so you need to regularly shave with a sharp razor. I've been able to shave without causing myself any ingrown hairs, but Simone was not so lucky. After dealing with ingrown hairs for years, from both waxing and razors, Simone finally resorted to using laser hair removal. It's been a success, I can say. And ultimately it has caused her skin a lot less irratation.

But even with this talk of full Brazilians as my preference, I can still appreciate a groomed pussy that still leaves a patch of pubic hair on the venus mons. A nice rectangular "landing strip" or triangular "fan" can be very nice. Before Simone started using laser hair removal, I remember enjoying the sensation brushing fingers through her soft pubic patch while hearing her purr. But since I appreciate a zen-like simplicity in my aesthetics, I can also appreciate the sleek pencil thin style of pubic hair patch.

Hey, while we're on the subject of grooming shapes, it bears mentioning that I rather appreciate the exotic possibilities that come from shaving a woman's pubic hair into unusual designs. Anyone out there ever groomed their own pubic hair into an unusual shape? I only just discovered this website where you can buy stencils to help you shave hearts, spades, butterflies, and more. I feel so behind the times! Check out this website and note it also has good advice on shaving techniques.

It all makes me think that I would love to play a scene where as a Dom I would tie down my sub and use a stencil to shave her pubic hair into a sexy shape as a way to mark her as my own.